HELP

I need someone to pray for me. Today would have been my youngest son's 31st birthday. I lost him last year on May 28th the same day I lost his older brother to Cancer in 1991 at age 6. My youngest son did leave me two granddaughters – one lives in Texas but the other one lives here. She lives with my dead son's father and step-mother, they no longer want me to see my son's daughter. She recently had to have open-heart surgery and I was not informed what time to be at the hospital. But they accuse me of caring more about my job than my Granddaughter.
Yes, last year I almost lost my job because of all the time I had to take off, 2 months after my son died, I was hit by a trash truck and am going through physical therapy, the next day after the accident I lost my Dad and 2 months after that I had to undergo surgery and have my gallbladder removed.
The first 5 months of 2025 my job started removing income from my check due to the time off I had from June-December of 2024. I had to borrow money from friends to make rent.
I miss my boys and I really miss my Granddaughter EMILY!! I pray everyday, every minute for Jesus to take me home. I just want to go home