Trying to Wait on His Timing

I've been divorced for 12 years and I've been praying for a God loving spouse and leader. I feel blessed that the Lord has hidden me from all the wrong people. But it gets a very lonely. So I' changed my prayer for faithful frienss to encourage me in my journey to find a mate. Unfortunately, I'm still waiting for both and have now asked Him just to remove the desire for partnership if that isn't what he has for me. I am trying to continue the faith and hope but it gets more difficult as the years go by and even currently question and struggle my faith more recently.